Black Horizon

2009-01-10T18:02:00.000+08:00

changing blogskin + blog address soon...

2009-01-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

hey! i 'm back XD
quick post
priority order

1. School Start liao, sian.
oh, sec2! they say its the best year in high school; i dunno my class that well, onli noe yiliang, one other guy, cuiwen, alicia and joey. how about that. cheonging HCL WS. tuesday have chinese boook test le! crazy.

2. In m y new house! ohh. i dun feel like posting about it, not that its bad. but cus no time.

3.nothing much. i didn't get anything for chrismas. INSTEAD, i was stuck at HOME, packing my STUFF. same goes for NEW YEAR + EVE.

done
still secretly posting/ cant let my dad see/ i not use to this keyboard/ prob had some typos

tyty

2008-12-11T16:46:00.004+08:00

ok
quick post

remember the old hp i was complaining abt in jan to march somewhere there
the one with
no infrared or bluetooth and no music aso (besides ringtone and stuff) and so theres no way i can put music in. no games as well. lousy like @^*# cant even send sms to multiple ppl

i was thankful to be able to sms and call
now
theres no signal/"limited connectivity"
so the phone is officiallly
[{(useless)}]
in the name of all communication

zzz

now morning and night i swap sim card wit another phone in the household
then check for incoming smses
so
PLEASE PPL
IF THERES ULTRA LAGGED REPLIES
AND ETERNAL NON-CALL THROUGHS
PLEASE PPL
DUN BLAME ME
IT"LL MAKE ME FEEL SOO BADD
SOBSOBSOBS

-.-
wad a spam.

2008-12-07T20:56:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY PHONE

at the softball chalet
outside the chalet
in the resort
most likely
and i think someone got pick up
and they kept it
wtf
wtff
WTFFF

call aso no use
diverted 2 voicemail
zz
probably sim card removed
sighs

see la.. no mood post abt chalet le ;P
next sunday church camp
so must read finish te 2 books in on week lor
or can read at the camp
but still got tons of homework leh
how to fill up 5pages all abt the dumb a2+b2=c2 theorum
i have no idea

2008-11-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

today went out with chun zing, xt and luo yi.

it was quite fun XD

i was the last to reach, and when i arrived at century square i waited 4 them come up de escalator.
ya then at first i cannot find them but i saw chunzing's back i noe liao.
ok la none of us change much last time we saw each other was teacher's day in sep
besides chun zing la, i see him twice every week.

ok we met at around 11.30 and then we bought tickets 4 chihuahua at 1.20pm
lol so late. we got like 2h+ to slack

first we went to comicsconnection look around and quickly left
then we went down to basement and bought some stuff to eat
i bought two chicken sticks
we made our way to macs to sit down and eat
by the time we reached i eat finish le

but xt haven yet - she bought rice o.o
n cz bought a lot of snacks
so me n luo yi were not eating
at least she can read manga
i sian sian.

after that we wandered to tm from century square
oh yeah i met celin more than a few times
she nvr see me, or she dao me D:
lol
anw we went from minitoons (buy joyce de present) to toysrus to popular bkshop
then to this book rental place
wer we wasted away abt half hour reading in one corner

then still got like 1h plus to go
sian sian sian
walk around more
then chunzing wan buy ice cream
de crunch one or wtv
so we went to the mrt station buy
then no haf
by then left around 12min
then remb to go NTUC
oh. cheong lols.

at first thought will b early bcome late.

i bought rollercoaster bbq (duh), some marshmallows, and kitkat crunchy :D
and aqua min.water

ok then the movie
(spoilers ahead, little bit onli la)
we watch
chuhuahua
lol.
The first half of the show boring.
realli
veri boring
not cheesy then like cartoon tv shows de script
bleh

but then started getting nicer
ok la. overall de show
there are some parts that make no sense
e.g.
the ~~policedog~~ ex-policedog open de cage by himself
y didn't he do that be4? perhaps he see no reason to do that.
maybe he as sian as me.
then aso have the chihuahua 'true' barking
walao that one dam wad leh
chloe save the policedog by BARKING
and rocks fell over the place
-.-
the scriptwriters despo
but anw this show fr little kids ba

still got more but nvm

actually the ending is nice
nice enough for someone who never watch the movies much to forget about the lousy start
lol.

enjoyable enough :P

after that we wanted to go downtown east
but chunzing never bring ezlink
luo yi - bo lui
so since they live close together
we went their house there first
then they retrieve wad they wan
wante to invite joyce but she cannot

ok
then we persuaded marissa to go
note: paiseh i realise is wrong order of events, is on de bus 2 luoyi house we call both of them de*
so she got up de bus on the way to pasir ris interchange
we got off at downtown east lor

ok we went take neoprint, that the main thing
marissa first thing see me then poke my stomach (six packs, jk la )
lol.

then xt got a call say nid go home play piano
LOL? -.-
we decided 2 eat dinner together first
quick one ba
i veri good, help marissa pay for her meal
$1 hot apple pie
harharhar
she go home eat wad
i aso no appetite
but still quite hungry
so i bought mcwings
then foned home in time to tell my mum buy my share for dinner as well

ok then after that we went to the bus stop, take bus to interchange while marissa take opposite direction back home;
then chunzing luoyi and xt split ways with me cus they going MRT while i going take bus
bus take dam long

officially stepped into my house at
7.30pm (lol somewhere there)

---------------------------
speaking of which
moving house this sat as some of u noe
ARGH
half half
i will miss my house and neighbours
and i hate all the work in packing and doing useless clearing
连累我的computertime XD

done :D
~average post~
:sobs so long no post:

2008-11-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

ok la i post le larh.
this time secretly using com again -.-

lets start with the latest thing so far.

finished my drum crash course le.
ok la learnt de basics onli.
shant blabber more or others might thing i act pro.
still noob lorhs. :X

right, it was fun.

next up.
i'm feeling very sian.
walao, i wan go out with AHSians le.
wtf. AH(Sian)s.
tho i go out a lot wit Softball one.
but sudd miss alot of 1D ppls.
hmm, wonder if they miss me.. >< LoL.

oi. ryan, reply leh.

abt training,
the machine up and working le.
then sudd me and joshua become the worst hitters lol.
the machine ball is veri um rubbery
so hit can go very far.
joshua cannot hit.
i hit alr all in diamond ><
wtf.
then desmond and khoon seng swing one time go outfield
hongjie hit homerun
==

argh.
i go emo le.
dun disturb, unless u tell me got class outing.

2008-10-31T10:52:00.002+08:00

i'm back..

there's nothing much to post

except the helpless fact that my bro wants to switch private servers again
wasted training.
nvm, i shall maintain both when i can

one more thing
i got my contact lenses yesterday
spend some time in the shop learning how to put it on and off
whew.

okay done.

2008-10-28T09:40:00.003+08:00

okay guys i'm posting.

i've been busy, ask aveline...
my dad allows max 2hrs on the com everyday
but i always spend it on games with my brother.
you might not call that bz xp
oh well.

i'm secretly posting this.

Last day of school is over,
sad :(
i'll miss all of my frens.

at first, 1D wasn't realli bonded,
but toward the end of the year
starting from the mooncake festival there
we began to um more volunteeringly go out with one another
yeahs.

here's a list of all the 1D ppl.
(taken from class blog, miss out anyone dun blame me xD)

#if it isn't obvious enough, the list doesn't go according to priority, but alpha for girls first then alpha for boys.

-------

Adeline** - eh, thanks for bringing humour into my in-class life. ty for doing silly stuff that make both me and shawn laugh like shit XD

Aveline** - your weird yet funny little actions do brighten up someone's day. be thanksfull XD

Cheryl** - hope all things r going well. u seem emo and i can guess why. anw cheer up and thanks for all u've done esp the 1st half of the year! XD

Alicia* - lol sorri 4 getting higher than u for science EOY, u seemed so disappointed. well no more okay? Either way u owned me in science:) thanks for everything frm pschool till now.

Sylvia** - hmm, among all the mn, you're actually kinda the one who treats me the best. suprised? shocked? haha. thanks for trusting :)

Jolene** - thanks for being a source of laughter thru the hair-pulling. and thanks for putting my stuff in leeqing's bag XD

Deborah - umm. you're a occasional topic for jokes. thanks for everything anyway :)

Nicole - thanks for lending me your locker :)

Celin** - this should e the same as jolene. Haha. ty for badminton XD

Hui Zhen 女儿*** - thanks for all the times we spent. it's been great :)) and thanks for everything n everything XP

Peixuan - there's nothing in particular. thanks anyway :)

Mandy** - thanks for being yet another source of laughter. ty for all the hmw informing and here's acknowledgement for the work and sacrifices you've made. Txu :))

Jocelyn - umm. i remember there were times i approached u 4 help in hmw. thanks for that!

Joey - same as jocelyn, thanks for that!

Yan See* - thanks for being there sometimes. thanks!

Phyllis* - lol thanks for the encouragement and concern i cant deny. Ty! :)

Cui Wen** - aHA! my greatest source of satisfaction XDD lol i'm not so evil. but thanks for being there :)

Vanessa - i distinctively remember u calling my sports bag gay o.O but it kinda is :P ty anyway

Jolyn - hmm; thanks for being there! ppl like u are what makes a class whole

Yee Ling** - thanks for everything, esp the first half of the year! whatever conflict or prob u may encounter, trust god :)

Lisa - here's acknowledgement for the work you've done, and the sacrifices u made. they were great.

Desiree* - hey, apologies for the teasing 1st semester! well, i've learnt to stop, at least not in ur face, but oh really i don't mean it. Sorry! thanks for everything including free labour for pens :)

Jing Rong - minor source of laughter 4 me n shawn. keep the curtains drawn :)

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Andy** - thanks for everything, really. we may have disputes and conflicts and whatever, but u're still a fren. tho not the best of mood sometimes, you can be relied on XD thanks for every single thing.

Zen** - ohh remember the great times 1st semester? all the quarreling and glaring and staring and LOL. looks like we've become better frens by now. thanks for being there, really. You can be funny and good to be with :))

Christopher** - thanks for being there. seriously, it feels good to have someone taller than me to be with time to time, considering all the ~~short~~ average ppl in the class. I'm in fact more comfortable speaking with you. thats what i thank for :))

Chia Hong*** - thanks for all the fun we had together, esp bball and playground. tho we usually have at least three to four conflicts a week, but you're a real fren :D

Ryan*** - hmm we've grown to be better frens this term. Hope to maintain this friendship. you bastard XD

~~Yixuan**** - you're the greatest of all! I LOVE YOU Yixuan. harhar. duh cus you are me?~~
我没自恋 XD
-.- -.- -.- -.- -.--.- -.- -.-

Yi Yang*** - yo bro. thanks for all you've done! being the guy in class i hang out most with, its been a great time. Thanks for all the philosophical times, playground times, bball times, canteen times, yourhouse times, pulling hair times, lending pianopieces/quartetsCD times and moremore we spent. TY 4 EveryThing! :DD

Jerome* - well, thanks for the things you've done for me. might not be the best of frens thruout, but hey, i'm sure we'll remain as frens. Surely.

Shawn Loo*** - thanks for being there! for spending the longest time together in class ( well, thats like duh u sit beside me) and all the planning and laughter. U r A gr8 Fr3n. 8))

Jun Sheng** - thanks for ~~acting~~ being cute and retarded so we can laugh at u. thanks for being so good tempered. for some reason everyone doesn't care abt treating you decently. LOL but u don''t mind do you XD will miss.

Pin Yi** - thanks for the work we've completed together. I remember some good times i had with you. (pls i'm not gay). but seriously :)

Chiah Ying* - will u stop running? LOL save it for softball k? 1 of the three softball kias in my class, we still have a long way 2 go. Good Luck in everything! :)

Cheng Xi* - its been a great year with you and your super physics comments. Luckily i get to understand some. -.- Haha but thanks anyway!

Shen Qi* - this happened recently. the one and only time u made me laugh like shit. so i owe you a thanks for acting cute the other time... ask shawn! XD u made my day

* = will miss more
** = will miss more more
*** = will miss more more more
--------------- o

there i'm done.
i guess i won't be posting again for like 1 week at least

ah but this is a superlong post.
so be thankful hz & aveline xp

oh well. dun oi me le okay?

rest assured i did this cus i wanted to, not for appeasing you :)

-Will be going out with mn & bro, shawn in 1hours time!-

END~~~~~

gg fr next year T.T

2008-10-09T12:46:00.003+08:00

Nice song.
A bit old, though.

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE - The Fray
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

CHORUS:
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

Piano Version: here

2008-10-04T14:10:00.002+08:00

Hey guys

No More D.Gray Man Till Next Year!!

this should be in the headlines :(

now besides shakugan no shana hols tv wil be so boring.
zzz

past few days a bit down
exams stress getting 2 me
i see all my subjects like got no hope le
argghs.

eh thats about all.
whad a short post o.0

I dun wan drop HCL!

the day i've waited for

2008-09-27T11:42:00.002+08:00

sorry guys, maybe will post abt te past week later.

right now, feel like posting this.

this is the way it is supposed to be.
if there wasn't any 8/8, i wonder how we would be like now.

sometimes i wonder, how can you stop loving sum1 so quickly
after what we've done together? We were close enough on 8/8.
apparently it wasn't what it seemed.

you probably never really truely liked me from the beginning
maybe cus you've alr had enough of all these.
how immature i was back then.
i regret some dumb smses i sent before.
those long-winding ones.
thinking back, looking at my sent messages, it was pure childish.
esp the one i sent right after you asked to break.

There r many things i regret
stuff that i did, most that i didn't do.

I regret not cherishing you while i still had you
not holding you in the bus
being afraid of others opinions
not wanting to spread our relationship
not having a chance to go out w/u again
not having a chance to say i love you face to face
not giving myself a chance to love you as much as possible
not daring to love you openly, all that i can
being afraid to do things that might upset you
thinking unnecessary thoughts
imagining things that never came true
believing that we could last
believing that you i could change your thinking that we wouldnt

last of all, in another mindset altogether
i sometimes regret asking you out.

because that was something i did
that i shoudn't have done
i should have waited till today
before deciding.

all that's left now
are memories
so short, so sweet its painful.

now its clear le.
this is the way it is supposed to be
tho i shall never 4get the times we spent
i won't hold on anymore
thankfully i've already learnt to let go bit by bit these weeks
but today shall mark the end
at least, it should.

thank you
for all you've done
for trying at least to maintain
for sharing some of your happiness and sorrows
for accepting me
for encouraging me after i confessed, and when i'm down
for the songs you sent me
for the love you've spared me
for the time you've spent on me
for the moments when you leaned on me
for the happiness you've given me
for doing your best not to hurt me (but u didn't succeed)
for maturing me
for opening my eyes
for responding
for the memories (painful but yeah)
for answering me at midnight yesterday.

So although after 4days of sending me smses first,
followed by the rest that needed me to start the conv

you're a strange person.
who has two sides - at school, and when i talk to you
no idea which one is true
but glad to say
i don't like you anymore
if we forget, then we forget.
you'll always be a special person who came in some part of my life
came n gone
its over le now ((:

hmm. all along i've thought that God has been doing all these
why would i fall in love with someone who's worlds apart
why would He bring us together and break us apart
the things that He's done
outcomes i never expected, things that never make sense
it might have seemed stupid and hurtful at the beginning
like when you needed so long to think; how upset i was! (instead He brought us together thru 8/8)
like when you broke with me; how unfair it seemed! (instead now i feel at peace and He's shown me how immature i was)
but i always worked out.
Until now, i still can't get everything you do, God
but at least i've learnt to trust you more
i guess thats what the experience was for

Thanks, both of you, you've changed my life =D

-----------------------------------
From the Inside Out -Hillsong
A thousand times I’ve failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I’m caught in Your grace

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
My purpose remains
The art of losing myself
In bringing You praise

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart
Is to bring You praise

From the inside out
Lord my soul cries out…

2008-09-14T15:28:00.004+08:00

Hey guys.
Sorry for not posting for so long.
Used the com alot but didn't have time to blog.
lol.

okay.
lets start with tuesday

PE. i was looking forward to it
could play basketball or cap ball.
but
jiaolian taught us anothe game
quite nice but sian lerh larh,
i wan play ball games lor.

thats about all.

Wed.
woohoo, first time study for tingxie.
study damn long lor,
for like half an hour like that =.=
haha. but quite long for me.

got almost full marks. just missed out a few dots on one word.

Thur.
HCL common test
woohoo, first time noe how to do everysinglequestion for tianxiehanzi the first page.
but again, one wrong. cus i blank diao forget how to write one chengyu,
so haiz. boliao lar.

Fri.
Mooncake festival!!
stay back at school till 9.45pm
super late sia.
later then tok about it.

School was boring
after school i thought no softball match cus rain
desmond told me cancelled le
then i aso try calling alot of ppl noone ans.
so stayed in class.
3.30 i go downstairs canteen buy drinks
go check the field, omg
red shirt ppl there.

walao xia dao.
so i cheong back to class grab bag go
but in the end aso nvr play
except for last min batting.
but nvm cus i no mood to play
as in seriously.

next i wandered about after the match.
try to stay with boozen andy themm
but they run about i give up and hang around the canteen
skip dinner sit beside kenneth and ken chat
afterward go to hall le.

The celebration was kinda lame.
though the emcees quite entertaining
slowly bored.
oh, i CAN't BELieve 1D won the chang e contest.
lol. i mean, seriously, why?
ah, i'm of course happy we won.
but lol so weird. probably cus of phyllis's confidence and
erm.
the only design different? long skirt.
but doesn't really look like chang e.

anyway. i think all the gurls super high cus of that
i met up with the softball guys and walk around the field + soccer court
but soon lost them
so go with my class one in the end.
chengxi went with the softball ppl, chiah ying went with us.
at first we walked around civilised with lanterns.
alas. my class boys like that one. Soon start destroying the lanterns.
lol.

went up to class play whacko
(chiah ying jam the door with a chair.)
It was class bonding! for the first time ever
we were bonding ._.
but teacher come spoiler
zzz
we came up too early be4 eight thirty.
somemore back door kena jammed.'
so teacher scold us all then take down our names along with caisujun.
what a crowd at the second floor.

After that go church carpark continue play whacko
but some ppl alr run away le.
so left about 3/4 of the class out of the 5/6 before.
then play until sian.
in the end play ice and water around the carpark.
childish, but fun lorhs.
haha. I really hyper leh. Energy cannot run out wth.
YiYang aso. THe game stop le we still run.
nothing to do aso chase.
funny.

ms ng come and tell us go home.
but she let us go to parade square continue playing
but cant make too much noise.

by then abt 2/5 of the class remaining.
then suddenly, a big bunch all dun wan play le
despite agreeing to play till 9.30 they siian alr so
boom. 7ppl left!

The bonded sevensomes:
HuiZhenn 女儿
Shawn L♂♂ (not the p1,2 that one)
Yi Yang
Chia Hong
Mandy
Jolene

yup, 7.

we stayed and played till 9.45pm
funn! tho with so little ppl it was kinda dumb'
but talk about bonding. erm. *uniting"
lol.

Reached home at 10.45pm!
lucky in time, told my dad before 11 reach home.

so thats all.

Saturday
After piano lesson at 5, i found myself going to my grandma's house for festival.
i thought is go today
so abit shock.
but yeah, good thing i was wearing proper outing clothes
except for the fact that i was wearing slippers with blisters on my feet from friday.
it wasn't very fun, though. I thought we were gonna play basketball but the court was packed.
so my cousin who's in the army told us to make a fire purely out of twigs and leaves.
the thing is, i cant find twigs.
my younger bro got a big bunch
but he pull out from plants one.
he shouldn't do that.

but nobody actually cared so we started making the fire.
after a while we became bored and wandered around.
then ,my cousin hadda go up.
my and my older bro waited below the lift for him
shooting the ball at the wall and allying.
at around 11 we went up cus tired of waiting.

11.30 left for home, 12.30 slept.
thats all.

A little confused.
I wish it never happened, then dream the opposite.
have to keep my mind clear when i'm not alone.
so this not gonna affect absolutely anyone.

2008-09-09T18:23:00.004+08:00

hey guys.
sorry for not posting lately.
been busy and a bit lazy.

so.
hols over! so fast. wth.
not like a hol to me at all anw.
training, study, training, hmw, training, performance.

speaking of performance.
Finally played the song All Things Bright n Beautiful
on Sat! after cheonging to practise for weeks
managed to get through with only one little mistake.
blur chords. lol.
yup. maybe put some photos. made some pianist
friends. wait till shimin send!

next up. looks like i got someone to teach me drums le.
At last! on sat too. just nice derrick was having a rehearsal too, and he was playing drums.
so i asked him to teach me.
yup, he agreed. Should start soon.
the thing is, maybe it's for sunday service.
i mean, it might clash with my children choir pianist.
so yeah. Hope Not.

Yesterday~
yesterday i 4got bring specs to school. argh
cant see during lessons! copy like siao.
lucky ACC teacher printed out notes instead of usual take down from pp!

went home early. took bus 69 and saw jia min!
she definitely saw me too. cus i stared at her and she stared back.
but
she didn't recognise me -.-
lol. i decided to wait to see if she would.
but nope. so smsed her afterwards and she said she didn't see anyone at all.
so yup. thats all for monday.

Today~
stayed back for project. Dumb Elit!
had to cheong the diaologue for comic strip.
alone.
Lisa had to go for training, sed she would come back 4.30 or so.
lol but she didn't so i smsed her to help me finish up as i had to go home le.

but her hp in her bag. didn't see my sms. oh wth.
6pm call me say how the staircase lock le!
gone le lo. late hand in = ms nisrin act strict = no more marks.

I missed two 69s in a row while walking up the overhead bridge. =.=
so i was pissed off and took 28 to safra before transferring bus home.
ah. got off at a.. familiar bus stop at safra there.
it was some time ago.
the day after bedok green match, the softball guys and girls went to safra for bowling.
and took bus to tampines interchange through this bus stop.
thats when she forgot her wallet stuff, and ken, gloria and i waited for her.
the rest went first. so she came running back with her card i think,
and our bus came so i rushed over too.
and my bag broke. remember?
In the bus she helped me tie it up again.
all these was around y-jesus that time, and when we started talking.
those are memories now. not like anything like that will happen again.
but all the same, memories to cherish..

bleh i wrote so mmuch on that.
okay so i'm done now.
reached home at 5.30 or so.
yup.
bye guys.

it's time to put my mind somewhere else.

2008-09-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

hey guys.
i'm back from a 10hour long visit to school.
training and stuff.

there's nothing much to say about training
only me and jeremy were there on time
joshua sore throat cant come
hongjie & hongjun 4got so they came late
came at around 11.30 lol.

training ended at 1
then we went
to eat lunch
then came back or rehearsal
which was okay larh.
hahas.

there was this throwing ball up straight into the air thing
we had to do
super pai seh ._.
went to stadium for full rehearsal
in front of others
argh.
anyway i think jeremy was pissed off with a lot of stuff
lol.

afterwards we played captain's ball!
hongjun and ken were dam pro lol.
somehow today i kept falling down or get knocked down by ppl.
kept getting crashed into.
bruises all over.
but the game was fun..

afterwards went home.
bought food back for my mum and brother.
yup so thats it.

It's already over, God.
Why are you doing this?
You take me there, then bring me away.
You make me walk in that direction
nearer. then further.
and it all ends up in nothing.
You don't give me hope, you give me pain.
Isn't that enough?
I wish you could show me your plan.

2008-09-02T10:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys
i'm on the com
to do hmw but i dunno wad i'm exactly doing now.

i think i was supposed to be doin heymath benchmark
but i can't bring myself to do it.
argh. you know, i look at the time, its 11
only
i dun feel like doing at all ._.

so i'm just surfing?
blogs, games, anything

btw i read my frens blog, he criticised Duffy - Mercy
that song
so i went to watch the youtube video.
lol. actually its not that bad. yeah her voice is so cracked. and some parts it's like she's just talking the lyrics.
but the song all in all is different. different to a point where its not bad. yup.

---
oh, and btw to xt:

lol. i guess i've changed esp in my appearance. haha i can guess the p-word -.-
but, no i wasn't sian abt the outing at all.
i was looking forward to it the whole month. but then things happen.
uh well, that's not meant to be sed out.
but yeah that affected my mood a whole lot
yup. in tm.
and abt my cousin, lol, it's a real surprise to see her there.
and i'm quite close to them, so i chatted and laughed.
smiling is like, something i always do in front of my aunt?
yeahs.
but no that doesn't mean i'm not close to you all.
the whole outing was familiar, like the old days.
but blame my emo-ing so i couldn't watch the movie.
hahas.

if u saw me a month ago, you wouldn't say that.
seriously. before august 8 would do.
---

2008-08-31T15:30:00.003+08:00

Boys Like Girls - Up Against the Wall

It's over
Look out below
And I'm wasted
I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now
And breathe it out
The forecast
A car crash
It's looking like another...

Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

No rewinds
No second times
And I won't break
I won't waste, everything you left behind
So don't follow
Just let it go
The weather's, been better
Don't let it be another...

Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

All the nights you spent sitting nowhere out there on your own
All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone
And all your different faces and all your different ways are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that all your different places and all the complications led to this

And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

lol. argh.
did she implant a virus inside me or something?
hello, it's time to forgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforgetforget.

she's got her own problems.

2008-08-29T20:34:00.004+08:00

i'm back

let's start with last night
i ate a pill in the morning
so i was like drowsy the whole day
i went home really early, like 4+
and took a nap

so last night
i couldn't sleep

i remember lying on my bed since 11
just couldn't fall asleep
then at around 12.30 i did

woke up at 1.45
sat down on my bed and stone there
around 3 then fall asleep

when i finally fell asleep at 3
there came a series of dreams
lol.
all the weird and nonsensical stuff one,
some abt me waking up late
missing teacher's day celeb and stuffs.

okay. so woke up at 5.45 and prepared 4 sch.

the ceremony at AHS was boring to me
maybe because i was impatient to go back RSS
but yeah there were some funny parts
like the 4C performance
lol

at 10.15 i was dismissed
wonder why no FTI?
anyway
met up with alot of RSS guys
but since i was waiting for weitai
the rest went off first
but then more came after that
weitai and terence with me
waiting for yiliang who took a long time
charmaine boo, yixin, brandon x2
more i think
we set off for RSS

me n brandon cheong first
then reach RSS le go hall
the RSS performance was like
um friggin lame.
there's wad stupid talkshow
and stuff.
lol

but met with many ex-schoolmates
all took at least 5min to recognise me
LOL.
they will like walk around with me there
then suddenly come to me
and say
"oh yixuan! hao jiu bu jian." (melvin)
"don't tell me that is yixuan." (jonquil)

sometimes i sian liao.
see fren walk right up to them and say hi
then they will stare and suddenly see the light

its just cause i'm darker and thinner
and i cut my hair
then they cannot recognise me

after that we went to tm
not much abt 10+ go together?
not all frm 6/2
xt, marissa, benson, de bin, wei tai, yiliang, bryan, dalson, zhiyang, jonquil, uh
still got more cant remember sorry!

anyway
haish
they went to watch movie
but me, wei tai and benson
didn't want to watch.
i dunno why 4 both of them
but as for me
well. lets just say i couldn't bear to go?
cus of memories again.

well so thats why i didn't want to go watch movie.
where got mood. lol
so yeahs.
oh saw a lot of frens there too
look here and there can see anglican ppl
saw lewis and bryan
yeahs. shawn loo? dun remember.

okay. so they went to watch Wall-E
weitai took MRT
me and benson took 69 back home.

ate oreo mcflurry
coughs.
shouldn't have hahas.

oh well. so i reached home and guess what
my little bro and his fren hog the com
so i lay down on my mum's bed and listened to music
till
i fell asleep again.
hey i'm just so tired! duno why.
but my poor phone kept blasting until no batt.

and i woke up at 7. whoa. wth.

so here i am. blogging again.
finished. now my brothers cant come and peek.

And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see

2008-08-26T21:25:00.004+08:00

hey guys.

i'm better now yeah? thanks for caring.
i've recovered to an extent. but no more than that.
what u expect.

life's not been that great.
besides that luh.

lots of things not going smoothly
i'm not afraid to say some stuff piss me off a lot.

like right now my dad's forcing me to shut down the com and i only have 10minutes bargained.

yeahs.

i'm awfully tired. mentally.
tired of resisting, tired of being strong, tired of trying, tired of my dreams,
tired of being tired.

well okays. i'm tired of blogging such stuff.

i'd like to sae a big thank you to frens out there who cared:
to Kenneth,
to Cheng Xi,
to Zanne 女儿
even
to Gloria.

esp to zanne女儿.
i dunno why you're the one emo-ing now
you've never told me the reason
so i'm just saying now
like u did back then
Cheer Up!
whatever the reason
your frens n your daddy is here 4 u.
anything upsetting
i understand.

but yupps. AHS is officially
No.1 Basketball Champion in Singapore

beat Unity Sec 76-61 today afternoon.

good job at the third quarter.

and that's all.
waited but we didn't meet
wonder when we will collide.

2008-08-24T17:31:00.003+08:00

heyy peoples.

i'm kinda tired.
though i just woke up.

hectic life.
piano and stuff, i need to play with telok ayer choir by saturday.

which means i need to practise even more
as i didn't practise last week
until last min last night.

so.
common test on thur i guess.
and school will just go on.
then hols.
then school.

thats about all.

don't keep saying sorry,
cus i still care.
just buck up
and control your life
then i'll be okay.

2008-08-21T16:25:00.002+08:00

i'm back home.
at 4.25pm
i never would have come home this early
ever
but now its different.

thought i was recovering somewhat
could laugh in class today
although my smile wld fade in 2seconds

but yeah i thought i was getting better.
i thought.
its gonna be okay
i thought.
decided to come early today
yeah
and i had to see her at the last minute
kena shock.
i find out i still cant look at her.
i felt my heart break.
z.

wth putting a front is no use duh.
inside i'll still collapse suddenly
now and then

thats all
i won't cry tonight

2008-08-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

20082008.
today.
20/08/2008.

running in darkness aimlessly.

lost my lamp. lost my life.
aimlessly.

you won my love and threw it away.

2008-08-18T21:22:00.004+08:00

Heyys.
feeling sian now
i have to finish all those history notes
sighs.

Felt so stupid carrying two bags today
look weird and feels bad too.
i think
inthefuture
non-CCA days i'll take my sling
CCA days i'll put all my school stuff in the other big bag
yup.

today softball suddenly cancelled
had absolutely nothing to do after school
so just hung around playing hp games
then trained abit with Jeremy
then it rained
so went canteen, chat wit hexian and caro
abt oral exam
lol.

Afterwards went to eat dinner
hexian and chunzing phangseh me n caro
then found out they actually were behind watching us eat
watched us 4 awhile we aso duno -.-

Anyways. Took bus to bedok interchange 1st
lol at bus stop and in the bus me n hexian gang on caro
hahas.

so tired. slept at 2 lastnight to do oral topic>< haish. bye.
hey, you're really important you know.

2008-08-13T22:28:00.003+08:00

Erms
today is another boring day.

besides having this horrible aching back pain
and heavy bag
nothing much else to say

2moro haf history test -.-
need memorise all those dumb stuffs

so tired today
slept for about 2hours in the afternoon
havent even 11 already feel sleepy liao
sighs

now feeling very sian
i didn't practise piano!!!
howhowhow.
sunday nid show teacher can play liao leh
keep on never practise ><

haish
why
are
the
days
so
boring
...

wish u were here. no life lol. wish i could spend more time wit u.

2008-08-11T12:57:00.003+08:00

erms
i'm super busy now
hahas
i'm not lying

i'm spsed to be busy doing project
yup i'm doing it
but haish
there are so many distractions out there
like
music, imeem, messenger, lyrics/song hunting and of course
blogging.

which is what i'm doing now -.-
okay la, 4 awhile onli :))
if you've noticed, i added a couple of songs
to the profile page
go there n have a listen

the third and fourth songs are jap
the third is from dgray man
those who watch do go listen, i'm sure you'll noe it
the fourth is from shakugan no shana
yupp i think its an super nice song.

the last one is a version of One Way
awesome song...
!!!
go listen to it!

altho its in chinese.
lol

I have to practise piano later
i... need to muster the accompliment for All Things Bright and Beautiful
by the end of this week 0.o
for church choir
argh its hard
haiz die le.

need to rush for project now
bye!

still loving you :)

2008-08-09T13:48:00.002+08:00

erms
today kinda sian
slacked the whole morning
woke up at 7.30 then was so tired cus i slept at 1+ last night
slept again
then woke up at about 9 and ate breakfast
then fell asleep again

after that at aboutt 11 i forced myself up and took a bath
more awake now
i played the 14th song on the piano for while
then used the com
until now.

chatted with caro 4 awhile
erms
kinda feeling weird n nervous rite now
duno
pray it'll last
yupp.

thats abt all
wish me luck

i love you.

2008-08-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today:

National dae celebration in AHS
it was like, totally boring?!

i wanted to visit RSS
i heard celebration there ended at 10
so i veri jin zhang
cus AHS celebration ended veri late

in the end when the tree planting ceremony ended
i called benson
he was at home liao ><
then he said
cannot GO IN.

zzz

discussed with alicia desiree rong wei and a few others
rong wei immediately say okay i dun go le byebye
in the end everyone never go

then afterwards xiantong sms me say that they're there
although cannot get in
but they're there
walao
sighs

besides that
nothing much bad
except 4 someone who keep pestering me
u noe who u r

anyways after that
i went out 2 watch movie at TM
haha it was fun
really :))

met kenneth, ken, nicholas, william n others that grp
at the food court

THEN met hexian's group outside the cinema
found out they were in the same theatre as us
LOL.

hahas the day is drawing to an end liao
so sian
remembering good memories =D
lol wth.

thats about all.
visiting houses 2moro
bye.

-ps to jealousygal aka someoneunvrnoticed
u noe u keep telling me to cheer up
after suaning me
and asking me lotsa stuff n pestering me
thats why u keep pissing me off
to me, its that way
get it?
so well, i try not to stay angry
but dun do that too much ><
-no offense but what the hell. sighs.

2008-08-05T22:39:00.002+08:00

Promised caro not to emo.
So yeah i hope i wont,
dunno how long it'll last
but saying that means i'm emo
so
yeah i wont emo
help me guys!

lets end it off with a
hahas.^^

bye.

2008-08-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

erms

mood swing? whatever.

emo? maybe

sian of life? YESS.

freaking sian.

its well, yeah, like that.
The world is like this.

zzz.

duno la.

but i cant be emo...
if not i wont feel well, no appetite
then will fall sick

zzz.

A few things I should be feeling high about :

I didn't fail my maths test, 20/30

17 in level for 2.4 run
9min34sec

thats all i guess.
2moro have test again.

bye.

2008-07-30T20:22:00.002+08:00

TOday
the start of 2dae was horrible man.
friggin horrible ><
see.

I lost my uniform
with my buttons n badge on it

luckily i have 3 spare buttons
so i could button up my uni =.=

haiz
of course i was caught luh.
in the end bought new buttons
$6 for the whole set
zzz

I still cant fiind my uniform
argh

besides that
nothing bad happened
although it very much spoiled my day ><

i went home early today
it feels weird to be home in daylight
haha sounds lame ><

oh yeah
BACK PAIN
BODY PAIN
walao

i didn't go to rehearsal today cus of that
must be my sleeping posture...
suffering
and this sat's my 2.4
walao

OKay

nothing much else
hai

erm took a nap
no one's been smsing lately
i'm very bored.
uhm.
really really bored ><

can someone reply??

ok
every night i emo

so ggtg

2moro is the maths test
augh.

2008-07-29T22:34:00.002+08:00

Coming back
Simple

I looked more
i FOund more

Coming down
Simplified

luhs.

still
the
same.

p.s. i'm gona try change my blogskin luhs. remove all the childish stuffs from my biodata.

2008-07-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

I never thought the last few hours of my day would be emo.

In a way, i'm a glad that i managed to use the com
discover some impt things
i never knew
never much expected

I mean, it suddenly all came together
reading and thinking
recalling and piecing
the facts together
forming a picture
a vast scape
shy from my eyes

I never knew
never much expected

The hidden feelings between them
The emotion shared
ignorant i was
before recent
ignorant i was
till now
ignorant i am
maybe more
yet to be discovered?

I never knew
never much expected

Part of me
somehow
ashamed (?)
of not knowing
in a way
thought that i was more
than an ordinary character

I play a mere part
I have mere knowledge
in that intricate web
i'm stuck at the edge

More truths to be found
far about me
More love to be discovered
between he and she

it might gave been over
it might be not

Yupp i did the right thing.
Yupp it was God

no wonder
revealed
>.< ...

2008-07-27T23:58:00.001+08:00

urrm

kinda emo now
sian

god help me lahs.
i think i did the right thing
but its hard lah.

okay.
thats all

byez.

2008-07-22T20:52:00.005+08:00

Haiz
2dae kinda different from other days
i mean, weird

Okay, since yesterday caro pester mme go watch TKGS match
so yeah i went
but it wasnt
that good
hai

okay first things first

Yesterday night
busybusy
I skipped homework
mainly because i didn't know exactly wad to do

so i spent about onenahalf hours practising e piano
you know, i don't ever practise
until the last min

anyways
its almost always enough
i still get through piano ^^
and manage during choir
as a pianist

speaking of my position as church choir pianist
i'm playing this nice song now

anyways
okay i'm done, now go 2 sleep, tomorrow find a way go TKGS
tomorrow which is 2day

2day i spent thousands of sms smsing ppl whether they going with me there
at first
walao dam sian
Hexian say more ppl go then he go

then in the end me, chun zing, rong wei and shangkun all going
then he say cannot
cos a cab canot take 5ppl

in the end shangkun say dunwan
then he go
remind me return him cab money hors

When we reached
it was already 3.20pm
the match was supposed to end at 4
lucky the umpire came late
so started halfhour late
and it was onli second inning, i think
ahs was losing 3 - ?? (at least1, i saw one run in)

Anw
I came to know that Angeline was really demoralised
and then things werent going really well
In the end

THe gurls lost 9 - 2 i guess
correct me if i m wrong
but lets not be reminded.

Carolyn cried
I think some others did too

later on i sms her
looks like she's ok now
thats good.

This was kinda an emotioal match 4 some af the gurls
to me its probably like the Greendale match
and omg i did feel terrible then
dun wan anyone feeling that way
somewad emo-ed through the schoolbus ride back home

afterwards
i would have preferred to stay a bit while more
but then i was rushing 4 piano lesson, as i said
so i cheong home loh.

reached home it was exactly 5.30pm
i spent some time preparing
5min i was out
and reached my teacher's house at 6.02pm

okay.
tats about all
came back home
my mum didn't know wer i went i haf to tell her
lol

come back ate, then snatch the com from my bro
now posting lah.

haha skipping homework \.
again

2008-07-17T22:30:00.003+08:00

Here's the scoreboard for Tuesday's bowling @ Safra Tampines

1st GrP ~ Carolyn, Angeline, Samantha, Me, Wei Hong & Rong Wei
2nd GrP ~ Hong Jie, Ken, Lyn, Sea, Gloria, Huiting

2008-07-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

2dae was Sec4 olevels listening
so sec3 n below all let off at 11.55am
o.0
yeah!!!

The softball Cdiv guys n gals all planned an outing
basically just bowling

Haha i started it
By asking kenneth
"wanna go bowling or sumthing on tue?"
"then he said, maybe," and gave me all the guys hp no.
all the sec1 guys, that is

in the end
kenneth couldnt go
but somehow the gurls were most active
one big group organising all e boys
So originally some that couldnt come
Suddenly came along

Bowling wuz fun
I was surprised i could bowl quite well
despite being my first time
actually it was probably just luck
i just aimed the lines on the floor
and bowled
sometimes its a good bowl
twice it was gutter
with lyn cursing me
and sam calling me qianbian

but for the first five, umm, rounds
i owned
then i got my first gutter x.x
i was like LOL
who cares
im not spsed to win anyway

in the end
Rongwei won with 101 points
next came Ken with 90 points
Then me wit 86

I'll try to upload the scoreboard pic somedae

NOw i'm dying cuz i'm so exhausted and i havent done my art

big post on tournament

2008-07-02T20:52:00.005+08:00

Hi!
long time no post.

Here's whats been happening the past few weeks:

basically
its all about tournaments
SOFTBALL tournaments ^^

and maybe a project or two.

SOFTBALL tournament;
We've had 4 games so far
I can readily tell you
that the first two games were havoc
we were completely trashed
and
i believe God has helped us ~
we won the nxt 2.

The first was RI.
yup.
RI
Raffles Institution.
Dead.
got owned 17 - 2

and as the tagboard says, their ball is friggin fast
a top school
but we're lucky we're in a group in the tournament with onli
1 top school
which is RI
sad
loss

Next was Greendale sec.
=.=
the only thing i can say is =.=

its kinda sensitive issue, this dumb greendale match
we played so badly
some of us cried
including me

I cried cuz i was too angry
and broke down
Angry wit myself
for playing so badly

how could i not do such stuff?
i wasnt daydreaming
i basicaly just stoned there
at first base
zzz
foul ball so high less than 2metres away and i thought there was no need to catch it
Kenneth had to rush to get it
all the way from home, catcher
and he didn't manage to get it

Haiz
wild pitch
runner on 3 cheong to home
I didn't cover
I ran back to base
oh for goodness' sake
I ran back to first base

owned by imo lousy greendale
shit me for that.

The third game, on the most recent monday 30th June
YuYing
everybody was demoralised
we had lost 2 out of 5 matches
one more loss and confirm out...
and we were sure we were gonna lose

then we comforted each other
desmond and me
I remember clearly
he was the one who cheered me up the most
and theres also Angeline
she's from the girls Cdiv, sec2
she cheered me up alot too
:) thanks 4 that

YuYing: we won them in a funny way
I dunno how may innings
but time was up
since we were fielding first in the innings
that means we would bat last

times up, after this inning no more,
and so we were batting then when time up
and then we scored one point above YuYing
so the game was stopped, they got no chance to bat, to score again anw

and I was batting when the final run came in
lol so i didn't get to bat at all
it was funny cuz i was preparing to bat, they were preparing to field
preparing to OUT me
and then the game just ended in front of their eyes

PPOw.

TODAY, 2nd July

Geylang Methodist

We were far more cheerful in today's match
not confident that we could win
but still cheerful anyway
but of course theres
the nervousness
same thing
if we lose
we're
out.

But, ahh you see, we won :)
someone told me GM was pro
then some others told me they were nub
I decided to think of them as pro
and got all nervous too

during the fieldings
I kept thinking
its okay, okay
they're methodist
brothers in christ
friendly match
no hard feelings
no scared feelings o.0

and also i kept telling myself to trust in the lord, then all will be well
this moring's devotion
dedicated to all those having challenges out there

in the end we realised
that they were quite nub
we won them umm
12 - 7
Last inning cuz time'z up
and coach demanded no runs in
amazing how we put our minds to it
i didn't expect to hold them down so much
but it was nice

we still let one run in
but
only ONE
thats good for me
absolutely fabulous

we thought 3 runs were gonna come in at once
cuz that batter hit quite a good hit
but joshua caught the ball
tag...
throw to third (nice throw!)
and tagg...

double play,
its actually GM's fault
the runner on 3rd was sort of dreaming
then he didn't get back to base in time
and got out.

wow two outs already
all in one go
suddenly no guy on 3
no more threat
not much stress

HongJun pitched triple strike :)
yay endgame.

but this game i made some mistakes
easy balls came to me twice
and I couldnt field any
zzz

later on aftermatch training
i also couldnt field grounders =.=
something wrong with me

but all in all's good
thanks to God

okay.
2 out of 4 won
2 out of 4 lost
1 more to go
a must-win

and its Bedok Green
I consider BG nub
but I always fear that i'm wrong, complacent and ignorant

then after training
i came back home
thru RSS bus stop
and since BG was right beside RSS
there were some BG softball players there
omg
they approached me
started boasting about their team
I was like oh shit

afterward in the bus
i quickly smsed Kenneth
he told me BG were super noob :)
hope so
afraid that its not :\

now i'm back home
finally
with some free time on the com

then again
its not free time
its homework
i have to do D&T research
on desk tidy
without a single hoot on how to do it

so i'm wasting my time on this
No,
i woudn't call this wasting time ^^
more lyke
a
good habit...

a habit thats been neglected got umm
June 21 ~ July 2...
about 16days.

with projects in hand
i have to do work now >< style="font-weight: bold;">DON't ask me if this is project)
D&T (one big project on desk tidy)

oh crappy.

Goodbyes peeps!~
love you worhs!~
alot!~

2008-06-21T14:31:00.004+08:00

2day was averagely boring
and disappointing

Yesterday was less boring
and more disappointing

I wanna play computer.
Wanna play dota.
Wanna reach g.master @ CABAL.
HATE HOMEWORK!!!

but
no time play com
no time play dota
no time play cabal
no time reach gmaster
zzz
no time retry luna
help.

all my cursed time on h-o-m-e-w-o-r-k
zzz
help.
again.

psss how do the damn book report?
sstill need news reporty
crap.

hadda lie to maa dad about my hmw if not i''d DIE awd.
wish
me
luck

cos
i'm
gonna
need
it
kae?

love u pps ~~whors~~ worhs ^^ (is that right o marissa?)

2008-06-16T10:28:00.005+08:00

I cant be bothered to explain the student camp to you all... since most of you didn't want to go, but here're some pictures I remembered to take; quite a lot of exciting parts I didn't remember to catch a picture :(

I don't know why its so blur :/ this is Kenneth. Sec 2 captain. Catcher, nice guy! :D

The guy on the far left at the side of the pic is KEN.
he refuses for his pic to be taken
but he's a nice guy.

this is Lewis. Sec 3 pitcher (i think vice captain) ~ he put his name as Pro Senior in my hp ==

this is Jeremy. Sec 3 Captain. Catcher. He's kinda emo and quiet the whole camp but he got ope up some times. I like him.

this is William, on the right. He's Sec 3. my good fren and partner in Hide n Seek.^^

Chun Zing. Great friend since P1.

Desmond! many of euu noe hym. Friend since P4. same class since P4. sometimes he's the cute guy.

Rong Weii! mani of u noe him as well. He's also the cute guy, but sometimes he keeps acting cute till we cry. but he's a nice person to talk to.

Yu Yang. onli guy not from Softball in our group, he's from BB.
fellow christian, loves playing my hp game ~ Assassin's Creed

Group LEaderzz
Si Hui 姐。she's 19, and the one who contacted us be4hand. Calls herself 'Adorable' ><
Our 3rd group leader whom we met onli somewhere in the middle of the camp.
he ran with us in the amazing race. Not sure of his age, but he's from... victoria JC, yeah.

NOTE: THE LAST GROUP LEADER (THE 2ND ONE) I DIDN'T GET A PIC OF HIM. BUT HE'S THE OLDEST AMONG ALL THE GROUP LEADERS, WITH A DAUGHTER OF, UM I THINK 6-7?

thats all for now. No time, you see^^

2008-06-16T09:57:00.004+08:00

YesYESyESYES i managed to post that post!!

its was sort of drama
at the last 20sec the whole com freeze screen, and it was like, everything 'whited'out

then there was "5, 4, 3..."

and suddenly the mozilla firefox responded and the screen returned to normal, revealing

Your Blog Post Published Successfully

something like that?

okay enough of that
I'm using the other labtop now
the old one

most of my stuff are saved in the first one
thats why i dun usually use this

2008-06-16T09:10:00.005+08:00

My... computer... beloved labtop... is lagging like ... hell.

okay... as I'm typing these... i cant see it come out as i type, but come out all at one go after about half a minute.

and its not the internet. I swear its not.
My dad says its the games.
And he says there's a virus

So, all my games are gone

and its STILL LAGGING.

whoa.

SO, what am i goonna doo?
I havent done a single internet homework except for that first heymath test on polygons and triangles blablabla.

Which MEans,'
I think
I'm gonna
die. :>
:>
:}
:)
:|
:\
:S
:/
:(
:{
:<>

Speaking of camps [change of moood herre]
the student camp was really fun
with all the games and songs and stuff
they were reallly nice
furthermore
i went with my softball teammates
which added on to the excitement
especially all the card games!!! :D

[change of mood herre]
[again]

sudd there's this popup thhat says windows update o.0
restarting in... 1minute
SHIT.

goodbye.

2008-06-04T17:52:00.003+08:00

SHORT POST:

tomorrow going school camp - so i won't be posting for another 5days
after that immediately got another - so won't be posting for another 3days

that'll be 8 days of death to you all ^^

anyway
I'm trying my best to change my blogskin in time

with the mighty help of ALISON

thanks alot horh.

thats all, bb!

maa b'daE!

2008-05-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

2dae iz (was, and will ever be) my b'dae.

bet some of euu didn't noe.

cos i recieved around 10 wishes.

how mani ppl do i noe?

well, nvm. It's betta then sum others who can't celebrate wit anyone. FEel sadded 4 dem, dunchya?

(speaking of which, recently I came upon this blog - quite a nice blog in terms o words and not layout,, pics n template - stumbled upon it while blindly searching 4 cabal stuff. some posts are real good. Inspiring. Funny. Heartwarming. iT's jUStt oNE guY's PeRsOnal bLoGg n0t m3ant 4 dat puRpOSE but I WouLd sAE it's tRue3 fr0m e HEART)

Where's that blog? Direct homepage link ~ here
Cabal Link ~ here

Anyways.

I celebrated maa b'dae a homed todae.
My mother's at a camp.
My li'l li'l bro' iz in China. School ones maa.
So, onli left me n my biggie bro n my biggier dadd. (eyes to u, gurlgurls!)

dadd bought this rasberri top cake. I dun particularly lyke rasberry, bud its all right.
so i ate it. ooOoOos.

thats about all abt my b'dae. o.0 thats veri little right? you mean no presents?!
yup none except those 2 packets of SoyaBean from dear chunzing.

OK. ENd oF B'dAEee TOpix.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~please, please scroll down, there's more unconcerning wads up there

long posts 4 my b'dae events

2008-05-27T22:56:00.003+08:00

OKAY.
now here's the blog.

BAsically i ddid things todae, mebbe more.

-Go gym and continue obliterating my muscle cells
-Come home and continue obliterating my muscle cells
-Cheong Cabal, lag, DC, lag, DC, lagged, DCed, and killed ALL my eye cells.
-Still, i reached Cabal Master Rank 2dae ^^
-Touch up my Mozilla Firefox themes and PC account
- SUrf the web, surf surf surf surf surf surf surf surf surf mostly Cabal :D
-last of all, had a small puny wee little b'dae celebration consisting of 3 grand members: me, myself and I.

OF course NOT. LoLs. it's me, my bro, n my dad.

ANyways,
2dae's cabal was lame. boring. lag. lyke shyt. bo-ooring. la-aaggy.

it was GREAT! I reached master rank 2day. Nice drilled shot.

harharhar. I PKed jerome wit it. Healed him. he sed one more time.

and i PKed him again.
healed again.

THen i gtg.

So
I said, "i gotta go. byes"

the prob was, i was still in the pk mode wit him
and
since i had a little time

I
thrashed his character wit my drilled shot
killed him wit a couple o hits.
his character bit the dust.

ahem ahem

(umm paiseh jj-jerome last minute fun laahhs spare this b'dae boy who even lagged while killing you,, missed e fun. Oh, the essence of it. BLOoDy Lag Shit.)

sorry hor midnight.

OKay.

thats about all for CAbalings todae. Have fun. While you can. hehe -.- randomingz
I wanna PLaE more COM witout E ~~phuck~~ LAG!

nvm. i sed i was feeling random. i did.

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Mozilla firefox - now using theme 'DarkBlood5.69' it's 'blackjapan stained with blood'.
zzz
but nice. woohoo. super shiok feeling when i glance puss at it.//

HERE.
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SUrf the web? oh, got some nicee backgrounds from quite nice background sourcer. not gonna tell euu cause its well say abit linked to sick stuff. you know.

of course, the backgrounds are cabal.
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ok, ends here. dads telling me to stop. ahh, well, its 11.14 and i need to wake up early to - oh, to do nothing its the hols anw - nothing.

byez
torn wings spanning the skies, stars falling, eclipse, lune, patter - and the darkness is rising.

2008-05-20T19:48:00.005+08:00

2dae sumthing weird happen. Hafta do wit strangers agen.

and i is realli weird when euu think about it.

okay. 2dae when i was walking back home frm school I decided to take an easy way, not my usual route. because i'm spsd 2 walk all e way t RSS and ake bus 69, but if i chose to , i could take 222 or 14 n then transfer which means cutting down alot of walking time and energy. SO i chose the easier more expensive (by40c onli lar, relax).

I crossed e road outside AHS n 85 market, to take any bus there (onli haf 222 n 14 -.-) then seated myself. then suddenly one lady come approach me and ask me for directions to go Tampines Str 21 block 201a blablabla.

I was lyke, "i dun noe either " this bus-stop was all for bedok! and if she took any bus it would reach somewhere completely unrelated or close to tampines.

Then I realised that she could folo me to my RSS bus stop there its full of 18, 28, 69, 168 blabla on and on kinda tampines interchange buses.

Let's cut the long story short. (at least, I'll try)

SO i told her 2 folo me. when we reached my bus-stop, we found no buses going to st21 but I found one that reached a stop at ave.2 block 206. IT's bus 18. That was when i found out that her fren told her to take 18 ~ pro solve.

on the way remb that my piano teacher's house was st22 -.- and the busstop we got off at was the one i always took to get home frm lessons.

in the end i made sure she got back to a familiar surrounding be4 going home.

Some stuff we chatted~} she's vietnamese. she thinks being under sunlight in singapore makes u damn hot (ahem hot as in sweating). she thought i was 16=..= and asked if i had a stead. no larhs. wish so tho.
~~she thinks i veri suai~~ :D
She's 31 years old o.0 doesn't look her age. I mean she looks way younger. ahem coughcough

you noe, she's been in singapore 4 a year liao. but she nvr leave her house much. oh yeah, that block 201's her house. unexpected i tot she visiting sumone.

if u think abt it, all this wouldn't have happened if i'd walked my usual wayy. >o<

After i left all e bad luck on me liao.
First of all when i was going up e overhead bridge i saw my bus come and go. Hey, it's a rare bus!
Then, after i got on the bus, the dumb bus driver ddn't stop @ maa stop tho i DID press the button and the dingdong sound came out.

The next stop was sumwer far away. =.= had to go through EXPRESS be4 getting off and crossing e road. zzz.

Finally got home safe n sound (relax my dardars ~ lols) but i didn't tell my mum anything abt the weird thing 2dae.

Why?
She pissed me off.

no details please. Just one of those dumb-unreasonable-prejudice-pissing-me-off-misunderstanding-kinda thing.

lame.

byez
~~get lost if euu dun care~~

2008-05-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

2daea msn crazey....

spam e whole time i doing project -.- bud noone knew.

so i lyke multitasking, doing blog n doing project n converting song n going my mum hotmail.
The whole com lag lyke siao...

shyt, i haven do hmw yett...

its 9.30

and i'm gonna die.

tonight.

Busy day. 2moro nid pass up a project lerhs. Softcopy of powerpoint -.- pathetic is me. Working lyke siao. thn thursday aso nid pass up another project. Eng actin out. haiz.

My home econs got 75.5 (: at least a A1. I'm getting pissed n worried now I hate sch more than ever. This all doesn't make sense... yeah... Anw my results i think theyre dropping. or mebbe they were lyke that the first quarter of e year was just plain basics n easiness so ownage 2nd in class.

but now? maths class test fail -.- wed gonna get back e common test so nervous. Damned algebra. think of it, first 1/4 of e year i got full marks fr maths common test integers and had 90-overall. now on e vergo of failing. I hate algebra. Yet everywere theres algebra. now geometry aso haf algebra. what a bad start. ( to the hols)

This is the first time i blog so fast. perhaps is because i haf abs no time.

walao everything irritates me 烦死人。
I can still hear e buzzing copter noise in e background where my li'l bro enjoying himselg thoroughly. zzz. e owned the class for maths but didn't even get A* =..= he always get into sucky class... highest 86 onli.

speaking of which i'm dam sian now.
~~actually I mean to say some stuff but i guess i won't.~~

byez
Forget it. I need her. I need love.

Truenta Ariguela Sacred

2008-05-06T21:42:00.005+08:00

Uhh... today got some PC time, I spent all surfing... last 15min cheong dwnld songs n blogg, Maddox's.

I visited a few ppl blog 2dae. Go mandy blog haf direct link 2 so mani ppl. First time realise dat Rong Wei haf blog. Just went there. Quite nice. Oh crap. I 4got tag him. =.=

T2dae malay so, um, hard 2 describbe. Dunno waht 2 do when I got reposted 2 desiree group agen. bud at least our grp got third in e test. Girlgirls grpp suddenly cheong and win us like siao thhenn not fun lerh feels lyke sleeping.

haizz, e song dwnld thing cannot work... what sai network prob. tho its quite rare. Since my internet sucks, not so surprising act,.,. got 3 songs le, Gekidou :))) (luvvs D.gray Man current starting theme), Antoinette Blue (aso d.gray) n woyouwode young by feilunhai a super old song bud 1 of my old faves. Trying 2 get 出神入化 n 新窝. >.<>

amazing how I wryte so longg. Wish me luck 4 2moro's double test - GEog =.= & EL summary zzz good grief.

byez
owch. You hurt.

madepoint

2008-05-05T20:43:00.001+08:00

pardon 4 e dead posts so far. There was nothing 2 write. And there is nothing 2 write. tought I'd just make it a point to make sure this doesn't go dead.

2008-04-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

nnot a mmemorable dae 2dae...

2dae heard some stuff... dat I think I's nt supposd 2 hear... but I dun take it to heart. I think its not true, anw. It doesn't seem logical.

SOoo, yeah, super siann. at school is lyke, after dat good act @ home eco, its lyke, the day shut down. Damn boring. Yawwns.
Huizhenn emo like mad 2day. Abit nervous 2 go near her. Onli her good sisters n pals go today. LoLs che3r uPp k?

doxx... I have a lame feeling about 2moro's Music lesson, we nvr do muchh lehs. I hafato play e piano 2. zzz. Dunno what to do everytime aso slack.

kaes, goodbies, wish me no depression

byez
say it. mean it.

...

2008-04-25T18:45:00.002+08:00

Haiz... 2dae bads day.

1st of all, yesterday was a bad day. I just remember it being a bad day, thats all, I've forgotten why.

2nd of all, my hp kena confiscated today. The alarm went off during the National Anthem. I got it back, but I was still quite shaken.

3rd of all, today's PE was lame.Let me elaborate.
It's just this: the captain's ball was unfair because all the boys were on one team while most of the girls were on another. Of course, the boys owned. But to me, it was kinda unfair, so it wasn't fun. The boys rejoiced and cheered lar, but I went away to do something else. I joined the game occasionally, once wwhen christopher became the defender so I went to be the captain. But he went away quickly, so i also left.

4th of all, during PW, YeeLing got all weird and angry for the wrong reasons.
She's fed up that I'm emo about "Cheryl not liking the LeftBehind series and not bringing the books" because Cheryl tried her best to read them despite not being interested. But thats the problem. I'm not even angry about that. Yet Cheryl keep apologising -.-
and YeeLing keep emo-ing.

scvoigheutp3uhrtpowhrt

But after school was better. Andy went to my house for the home eco project and I put lotsa new things in my hp through the connection cable. SO, thats all.

byez
heartbleed, heartbeat, broken beyond compare, broken beyond comprehension

2008-04-21T19:59:00.002+08:00

Today wasn't a bad day. It was one of those okay-not-so-good-what-if-something-happens-again days. Sighs. I'm still not attached to my class. Not very, larhs. But there're always somethere 4 me.
Jerome, Andy, Yee Ling, Cheryl, Hui Zhen, Adeline.
Best friends so far. Continued short term depression.

-----
anyways. I'm waiting for my new handphone. It'll come at 8-10pm today. omg I didn't expect to get it so early this year. It's supposed to be at the end of the year. But I guess it happened as there was a good deal. um, 500smses, plus another 500 for student with pass. then, 3 specific ppl to free talk unlimited. and call time on and on.

I feel nervous. It's not the phone I want. I wanted the W760, W910.
I hope it'll be OK. I dun wanna be disappointed.

2008-04-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

Today not such a good day during school. I sort of expected that lar, cos haf PE n Zen'll be playing. I noe we'll get into a tiff or something. And we did.

Usual stuff. I went to catch the ball. Hit him, pushed him, but not on purpose. Sighs. And then he would start argueing wit me. I cant sa anything, I really did that anw, so I not in any position 2 badmouth him.

The last time I hit him, was when I got the ball and he came to tackle. I raised my arms up to avoid his hands, and, walla, elbowed hime. u can be sure for the rest of the day he called me 'elbow'. I wanted to gif him the ball cos of foul but he rolled away, lol. LOL.

So, had quite a bad day. During softball my throw damn weird, but trying to correct lah. Then I spe the last few hours pitching. Whoaw my pitching seriously improved. Great!
Some ppl passed by saw me pitch. I couldn't realli c who, but I waved back anw.

So, thats all 4 todae. Dad's telling me 2 stop. diao. my time leh.

byez
roarroarroarroar.

Whoaw

2008-04-10T21:44:00.003+08:00

Oh well. LOOK. New blogskin; New Post. NO COMPLAINTS pls!

Past few weeks have been bit busy. I'm lying. I've been very busy.

Last 3 weeks: 1st 2 were softball tournaments. Haiz we lost the third and didn;t score enough runs altogether for all 3 to get into the semifinals. DUmb damai. lols.

3rd week: this week. tired. Wed last min haf softball training, sobs I had to put off my plans for #$%. but today went, wah shiok. but quest haf prob, at the last halfhour completed quest can't talk to NPC =.=

Today is Laura's birthday. lol I was like just wishing her e happy b'dae then talk fr awhile abt 2min onli then she stopped replying. dox. conversations wth her end so quick.

Projects n projects n endless projects. I'll leave that comment hanging there

Recently I've been playing CABALsea. I started during the march hols. omg I didn't mention it in e previous posts? What a slacker I am. Anw its a fun game with great animation(g options and set it urself u dumb smart-aleck). I'm a force archer. Its mainly for gurls -.- but boys can use it. Quite fun. I'm interested in warrior and force shielder too, my bro's a blader.

K, thats all fr today, I cant think of anthing to type le. I'll try to link of ya ASAP.

byez
speak good english. I'm being sarcarstic.

2008-03-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

SO tired sia...
This hols so tired...
I've got the whole week packed - Mon, Wed n Fri I haf softball practice, Tue have project work, Thur have Outing, Fri have project again.

Anyways, I won't complain.

But, I have nothing to post.

SO, bb.

Wish me luck.

byez
dark soars and light swoops

Things

2008-02-28T21:09:00.005+08:00

Well,
No.1 => My Maths Test got FuLL MaRks!!!!!!
No.2 => Today's sales really sucks.

Why? Our whole class poured into the area behind the tables where the sellers were selliing stuff and Occupied Space. It was all crammed up! There were 4 people doing one thing at once.
For example, the root beer float: 1person takes the cup. Another person scoops icecream in. Yet another pours root beer. And the last one takes the cup and gives it to the customer, telling him to pay at the counter.

Most people were just standing around, eating! They weren't doing anything helpful! Instead they made things difficult and we moved at a snail's pace. In the end, most people just left after asking and then waiting too long.

Another problem. ALL the WRONG people were DOING the WRONG thing. They did it despite not even KNOWING how to. THe corn was not heated up. THey tasted disgusting.
Too many people were doing the root beer float; the icecream scooper couldn't scoop properly. Then, for the first half of recess, the one best in charge of money was doing the tidbits, chickenwings and nuggets. Plus, as I said many were standing there eating their food. There was no space for Hui Zhen to do the corn, no space for me and Ryan to cap the cups.

HAIZ. We only earned $150 plus. Miserable compared to the first day, when SO MANY were too lazy to help. The people who helped out then were those who could manage the devices. We earned $260+

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nvm, I won't think about that anymore. I just hope that there will still be P.E. 2moro even though it will take up recess. And if there is, I DAMN WELL DON'T WANT FREESBEE. I way prefer ball games.

byez
I had a crazy dream.

Results

2008-02-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

There's not much to say... but maybe as I write I'll be able to write more and more.
2dae I got my chinese test results... 30/50. I'm not disappointed at all, I expected myself to fail. So this came as a surprise, sort of. Yeah, and I have my HCL CA1 results. its B3-67. hahaas. You don't expect me to get an A right?

OK! today was the first day of social enterprise week for my class. It was absolutely fun. Altough Ms Ng made some last minute changes, like bubble tea to lime mocktail, nevertheless the mocktail tasted GREAT!
It was um I guess some kind of lime sweet something and jellly. ooh! jelly in the drink the texture was heavenly. And that became the greatest sale of the day. (actually 70% of the sales were bought by my own classmates coz they couldn't resist it). Bad thing was, we couldn't sell durin 2nd recess cos it was taken up by our maths teacher, which meant we were let off earlier. SO what?
Well, great! There was a problem - our speed was agonisingly slow. So, we made use of the extra 20min where other classes were still having lessons, to bottle as many mocktails as possible. And i became the oe to put on the cap, the capp-er. So, we did our best - and by 3.30 the drink was SOLD OUT! yeah!

1A was said to be the most successful class so far, making $300+ on their second day. But today was our first day, we made $228!!!!!!!

Irritation

2008-02-25T20:48:00.002+08:00

---------------------------------------->> Written Sometime Later

Recently people have been scolding and lecturing me for no particular reason I know of.
Last night my dumb dad suddenly started scolding me. He said something like, "Yixuan you're gonna get it soon one day 你越来越不听话了!" WTH what did I do?! He said it while coming into my elder brother's room where I was in. I was trying to be funny by pitting my pathetic phone (which my dad chose and bought) against my brother's K618i blasting. THe when I told my dad that I expected him to laugh cos it's meant to be joke but instead he scolded me.

不爽then say lar! SO what if I search sony ericsson website for hps I want in the future? You said that I would get a new and proper hp by the end of this year. Furthermore I've already done my homework, done all I'm supposed to do so I CAN use the PC for my own purpose!
WHat stupid business is that of yours!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

NEXT time i'll not say anything to you. You can be bored and miserable all your life if you want. Like I care! And if you're seeing this get this straight - either you scold me and tell me why, or else try to keep that big mouth shut. You're not always the king of this house!

byez
Shut UP. Yes, shutup if you can't say anything right. And don't act as if it desn't matter if you're wrong.

Highs Up

2008-02-20T18:14:00.003+08:00

OKay.... Chinese tests over. And it sucks.
Well, yesterday I spent the whole day after school to revise and learn how to write the chinese characters from Chapter 1 to 6. That was like, 15words every chapter so abt 90 words to learn??!!
THen the next morning, which is today, we had the test. I tried revising all the periods before Chinese, but then this big group of gurls were crowding around my desk and one of them was sitting on my chair. So I didn't study.
The big test. WTH the first 20questions were all 填写汉字with no汉语拼音 so I hafto infer which words to fill in the blanks so I was like, arrgh!! Like Mandy said, prepare to fail. Argh.
I did abt 13q, only 7 of which I'm sure of. SO I failed that section already. 13marks gone. 37 marks left>.<
Haiz still haf compre 16marks lol sure minus mark one. If lucky ( I MEAN VERY LUCKY) I might minus the most 2marks then still can get A2^^ but thats lame

Today right be4 I started blogging I practised the piano like SIAO. But at least abit good came out of it. I mastered the first two pages. ZZZ there ar 9 pages omg the chords go like so FAST!

I don'tknow why I keep using caps. Mebbe because I dun realli like using bold or italic for special-but-not-that-special words. N underline doesn't look that good in posts

SO that's all for today, I guess. Oh yeah, I'll be going Giant today at Tampines the big huge one with Ikea and Courts beside it. Cos Ms Ng said I was i charge of buying these tidbits of 5 varieties and lollipops-_-. I'm going with YiYang, I hope he can fetch me there and back

byez
return to the ground, to the sky, to the sea. return to where you belong, where your power surges through your mind and body

Stressed

2008-02-18T21:23:00.003+08:00

So stressed....
Yesterday when I went to church I went to the children's choir to have my first experience as their pianist.... a
and I hated it.
Miss Gan S*** like ***
I hate her. She is like, she acts like she has the best voice ever when she can't even sing properly. I've always thought so. Now I've graduated, I generously come back and be their pianist. She has always been wanting a pianist... sia..... after the practice first thing she says to my pianist seniors are: "I can't have such a pianist with no sense of rythem blablablabla" I overheard it. She spoiled my day. And spoiled my week. And most probably spoiled the entire year's sundays. She ***!
Then today I tried practising the song Psalm 67. It's like getting harder and harder and always at a certain point the chords go all messy and unpleasent I have TOTALLY NO confidence in this. Yet that's only right-hand and I have only a week left to finish it up, play it next Sunday.

SIghs. Thursday have Maths test. Not so stressed by that larrhss, maths dun nid learn much u just nid to know the concept + common sense. BUT wednesday there's a HCL test. I'm dead dead dead dead dead it's like, full of questions requiring me to add the 词语 in. Which means no helping words, I have to memorise (memorise??!!) how to write em n what iz their meaning. last time I did this was P4! I hate it bud it counts in e overall results.

SO you see why I'm so stressed, so freaked out. My mind whirls at the thought of all these. I feel like quitting school ad skippig church and jumping off mount everest I can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

byez
when you jump off a building always prepare a parachute. you never know when you might change your mind (cos it usually clears at the brink of death)

yays

2008-02-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

Today was a much better day. Although yesterday there was no gym and when we were told to run 20min instead, and my stomach and leg muscles all crammed, today P.E. was not so bad. Although at the last minute my sotmach started to cram up, at least I ran 1.37km. Not bad, considering I didn't jog at my usual pace but kept the pace for the wohle thing.

Yesterday, after 'gym', we went to the field to joi the softball girls. In the other words, we went for a practice that we werenot supposed to go. But we practised, yeah, and my throwig really improved. Then, me and Rong Wei decided to stay back after all the boys were gone, in order to train our batting, which we both SUCK at. SO we practised n practised. Rong Wei's throwing really rocks, in short distance. All his throws were perfectly comfortable for me to bat. He also improved.

Today was intensive softball training. We started at 1.30, ended @ 6.30pm. Whoa, 5hrs! How tiring. But when it came to batting, the thrower was RW ^^ and this senior, he told me a few stuff about batting. So at about halfway throught my set, I started batting much better. Ahh, I'm so glad the week ended well.

My mum's scolding me now. She's talking and talking and nagging and nagging about me to how I arrange my time. Okay,

byez
Don't cry because it didn't go well, smile because it happened

2008-02-12T19:28:00.003+08:00

School's over! INternet's on! Back to blogging... internet's finally on again. My dad said he would change it, n he did it at the time I wanted to use the com. He said the new connection would be much slower, but it's actually much faster! Abt 54.0mbps

I left my monster AHS calendar at sch yesterday...
It's equal to throwing away 10dollars. I 4got about it when I saw the canteen entrance shutting. I rushed throught it by sliding down under so I was sort of in a sitting position. Yeah, so... I forgot about the calendar. And my water bottle cracked. Don't laugh. It's a lousy bottle; made from hard plastic. siighs?

Softball training was an upset too... I just couldn't bat right-hand. I'm SoO not used to it.. sobbs. FUrthermore - okay this is my blog so i'll feel free to write - Cheng Xi was the thrower & he threw realli, um, not that good. When the coach came he threw I managed to hit the ball, so... sighzz? But it's mostly my prob, I started training left-hand batting. SIghs.

Softball training was an upset tooT_T I just couldn't bat right-hand. I'm SoO not used to it.. sobbs. FUrthermore - okay this is my blog so i'll feel free to write - Cheng Xi was the thrower & he threw realli, um, not that good. When the coach came he threw I managed to hit the ball, so... sighzz? But it's mostly my prob, I started training left-hand batting. SIghs.

Thursday have 听写... Thursday have ACC... ACC have test.... Have't do ACC hmw... I'm already dead.

I hate ACC, HCL. I hate Geo, Bio. I hate all my teachers. I hate.... hating. I hate to hate. It's a really bad feeling. argh, this is killing me. Oh yeah, I'm already dead. Oh..no.. thursday... X_X

byez
I guess I'm just depressed

Well recovered

2008-02-09T12:41:00.000+08:00

I'm finally well again.. . the dreaded sickness is gone 4eva. I b=hate the cough medicine it makes me so drowsy I can't concentrate on anything. Btw the N key on this laptop got prob.

So far angpao money so little.. yest night my mum check we onli collected half of what we usuallly collected e previous years.

Sighs I still can't take heaty food or my cough will come back! SO I have to sit and stare at pinapple tarts and bakua all dae long and lick my lips. I'm going crazy. Now as I'm typing this I have to do hmw

There is so much hmw!! I didn't take down hmw fr the whole week so I can onli rely on e class blog but it never put. But I juz checked my file I found 3 diff WS EL Mths n SC. MATHS... zzz. haf 2 WS, Sc one is like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo HARD> I hate Bio. I'm definetely gona drop BiO n I hope ever to see it ever in my already dreaded life.

LoLL,s ; I think I gtg now.
Need do... hmw. S-ghs. u noe what I mean

byez
and the eagle takes flight; the stallion sprints and soars

CNY eve..

2008-02-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae CNY eve... after sch I went meet up with RSS frens. But I fell SICK a day be4 so I had to go back home get my medicine 1st. I smsed XT told her I needed to do that so when I was on e bus back I would sms her she w8 fr me at the bus-stop. She sed OK. But instead when that happened she n our group w8ed at the bus-stop fr me right from e start I didn't sms her at all! So they w8ed halfhr n then went TM without me. I called them they told me e reason waalao serve em right. YL still say CB in my loud speaker phone. Sighzz.

So after I got my medicine I went directly to TM. Met them there, there was a jam outside e interchange. THen they complain they w8 so long. Sighs.

2 make things worse the whole thing was abs boring. zzz
went arcade fr 1-2hrs. Then found out Ian n Shikang bought tickets to movie fr themselves onli so they disappeared. 2 gone.

Then the gurls wanted to take neoprint; all e boys didn't lar. So they disappeared.

Then I found a nice cheap one token challenging arcade game n spent everything - time money - there. After that I couldn't find anyone. I ran 2 e escalator and caught sight of Yiliang, Noris n WeiTai on e 2nd floor. SO I cheong down meet them and went with them 2 buy ice-cream. Diies I cannot buy icecream I'm SICK . THen we sat down at Macs and 15min later Noris had to go. another 15 min: WeiTai saw his BB fren n went off. BUtz I saw Ang Wei Gin coming in TM. I sed hello. LOl she was like, so blur when she saw mee, yeah I know i change alot. Okayss.

Later veri sian YL n Me hang around fr awhile then we decide to go his house play his PSP. On the Bus XT called me n asked if she can go too. I asked YL if can, he say later will call her back. SO I put down the phone. Then Yiliang say he nid use my phone to call home. I let him and in the end he found out his dad's @ home so I cannot go his house. Plus my phone money all gone liaos. My dad top up my phone $18/ 3mnths so if u calculate can onli use 20c a day. But I wasted 1dollar. SIghhs

SO go home early lorrs. At 3.30 reach home leahs. SO sian.

On e bus?

2008-01-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

Today something weird happened. See, I was waiting at the bus stop 2dae outside RSS. Suddenly this guy walked up to me and sat beside me, introduced himeslf, said "Hi. You just came from there, right" smt like that. Cut short, I sed ya, from Anglican. He said he was doing a survey ad then asked me what CCA i was in, if I had already chosen. I sed Softball, he paused then said I should know Kenneth, my senior; he just interviewed him. Yeah, of course.
Then he asked why I chose AHS I replied cos.. um, most of my frens goin, n I'm a christian, yeah.
AFter that, he changed e whole topic altogether. Asked me what church I'm in (Paya Lebar CHinese Methodist) n asked him that too. He said he is in Hope Methodist. Hmm, I went there be4. long time ago, when i was small. It was its opening cermony. I remember going to a church's opeing ceremony but I'm not clear which Church that was. anywayz, i told him that... He talked abt how he knew mani christians said they were christians but in reality they were not; or they personally did not act like one. Perhaps he was referring to me?? I coincidentally was wearing my biggest uniform n it was all like, so loose and tucked out. But he aso has his hair dyed, rite? dunno... n e conv went on.
Then my bus came. I actually didn't sae anything, but he knew somehow that was my bus so he got up sed, "that's yr bus right? I can go up too" and got up e bus with me.
SO we continue talking
He asked if can I could come to his church every sat there's his cell group. I said yeah, see if can.
He asked n told many other stuff too.
Later he got off @ e bus stop be4 the first poly stop. we exchanged contacts then buhbye.
weird. but refreshing to my faith

others:
yesteday while staying back this group of sec4 s came to my class n told us abt tmw(fri) haf a concert by youth fellowship I think. well I took their flyers then pinned em on e board. Of course todae noone paid attention to it.
then an hr ago someone called my hp. dun recognise that no. so I think thats them. I gave them my number(onli my no.) I'm messed up in my head. seriously, I dun wan to go myslef its at 7 after Softball practice I'll be smashed beatt.
Sigghhs.

AHS Rox!

2008-01-29T20:52:00.000+08:00

ok... to add on to what has happened past few weeks..

AHS rocks!

I'm in softball, and it's fuun, no kidding
My class not as enthu as 6/2... butz e ppl there not bad, haf mani frens now
but liike no pai one lor, onli gurl
24gurlz, 13boyz!! What does that mean??!

Softball.. all my seniors plae dota but all sec1 dun!
they stick 2 maple... n my class all boyz plae maple
anyways
softball rocks, but i still Junior -.- n Laura Lee seems to be great in that
which means she'll trash me if she can T,T

n,
everyday I hafto climb up e great blasting hill with 116 steps then climb up e great blasting building to the 4th floor. I die everyday.
P.E. roks! almost every PE haf to run 1.6 or train jogging n turnin if we still hve time after that we play games!( but thats fr bt 15 min PE is 1hr10m)
WIth CCA n P.E. n stairsclimbing, my stamina improved like crazy. realli, crazy.
n i bet I can still beat XT anytime in running or 1.6/2.4! she got into tracknfield i'm not feeling so great abt that. Well, her coach sae she haf potential, acutalli i agree with dat she runs like an (ahem) she doesn't noe HOW to run?! but in a few months I think she'll trash me%

bUt, AHS ROCKS!
RSS iz ok, its utilities r brand new, but AHS's more fun!!
but of course I definetely miss my RSS frens

byez

Heyyzz

2008-01-29T20:50:00.001+08:00

heyz this is my blogs actually created meni more blogs than this but all not satisfied. Anywayss welcome 2 my blog!!

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2008-01-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

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Hiies

2008-01-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

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